I had an abortion about 22 years ago. I was a Christian but I rationalized it away. I am still grieving and have a hard time forgiving myself. I can't seem to figure out how to get over it. Does anyone have any insight? I have prayed about it. I have talked to counselors, friends, my husband, I have given it to God MANY times but I just keep taking it back.
Every year when the baby would have been due, I get depressed......I need help!
I went through a post-abortion Bible Study called Forgeiven and Set Free by Linda Cochrane. It completely changed and saved my life. I have had 2 abortions and suffered tremendous pain and guilt as I began to realize fetal develpment. I now facilitate post abortion Bible Study in my area and am living in total freedom and forgiveness because of God'a amazing grace. I'll never forget. How can I? But I know I'm forgiven and I am definitely set free.
I would like to add about the comments on forgiving oneself. God is the only one who can forgive our sins....We just need to accept that forgiveness. By choosing to live in unforgiveness...we call God a liar.
Since this thread began, I too, have done the Forgiven and Set Free Bible Study. I am getting ready to start training for facilitating groups as well.
I am now living free from the bondage that once held me back. I am so thankful and totally recommend that study to anyone who feels like they are ready to take that step.God Bless!